i am Inspired

It was nice talking to you. Do you know one thing, you always Inspires me to do good things...

I have become really calm because i let go all the confusions and the pain i Had in my heart for such a long time, its like waking up from a bad dream.

I read few books recently, " i am not scared " by Niccolò Ammaniti and " Into the Wild " by Jon Krakauer and " this Very body the Buddha " by Osho

I Liked " Into the wild "a Lot its a real life story of Christopher Johnson McCandless ( Christopher Johnson McCandless (12 February 1968 – 18 August 1992) was an American wanderer who died near Denali National Park after hiking alone into the Alaskan wilderness with little food or equipment. )

He ran away from Home to Live in the Wild, ( that is exactly what i want to do ) and on the way he meets many interesting people.. its a beautiful story...

and in the end in the wild he changes his views about this world,

"Death's a fierce meadowlark but to die having made Something more equal to centuries Than muscle and bone, is mostly to shed weakness. The mountains are dead stone, the people Admire or hate their stature, their insolent quietness, The mountains are not softened or troubled And a few dead men's thoughts have the same temper."

he writes
"I HAVE HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND THANK THE LORD. GOODBYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL!"

and he dies peacefully...

after reading it... I am inspired too... to go to the wilderness. feels like that is my Home, that is where i should die..... starving to death.... in the Lap of mother earth.. in the wild,,,

but I dont have that courage.. I am too old to think about dying.. I am too old to hike.......

You were always a wonderful friend. and you will remain one, I know we will never ever meet again, look at each others Eyes......or talk or make paintings or travel.
I dont want to Cling to the past and the memory and the Nostalgia of it. that is sacrilegious, that is insulting to Love, the Lover is good , but the lover is good because of Love. You need not sacrifice Love for the Lover, Lovers come and go, Love remains. ( its from Osho )

You have shown me that Love is far More beautiful because it disappears...
I am Impressed. and i am Inspired..